[ oh... Meteion seems to perk up at that. gardening book.. ]

That isn't, true. At least, I feel it. [ whether it's a reassuring touch, or a comforting word. but it's fine!! it's the depressed teen era. ] I'm... trying to be. It still hurts. But.. Buzen wants me to keep on hoping.

[ she looks to her phone in one hand. ] After trial, I.. got a text from him. It was from Thursday, I guess it just.. didn't get to me until then. He wants me to keep strong, and hope, so, I'm gonna do that.