[God, he can't imagine what the saniwa would feel if he had to break a sword himself. Then again, his master is a mysterious person--Yasusada doesn't truly understand him, even though he loves him.
Her concern makes him smile, though, and he reaches out, gently patting her head.]
I'm okay. It was a lot, but--it was like that all the time, when I first got this body. [Sometimes it still is, really. Yasusada's always felt things so strongly.] So I'm used to it.
[ with that memory, Meteion sure felt everything Hermes did... putting down a creation. that crushing pain, ache of loss, to put a life created to death... it is painful every time.
her eyes close briefly at the pat, peering back after. slightly reassured but.. her tail feathers swish anxiously. ]
..It was? [ she did know, from Buzen, that a lot of it was new.. having bodies like this. maybe that's why she was able to attach to them so easily. a sense of understanding. ] It's.. really familiar to me, to feel it again.
It still is sometimes. [There are some situations that will simply always be painful.] But it's been a few years for me. I think I'm getting used to it.
[To managing the weight, the burden of a heart and everything it carries within--or, at the very least, to start on the right path.]
[The bubble still hasn't freed them, though. So it's with slight hesitation that he reaches out to add his color, too--but fortunately, the memory she gets isn't unpleasant.]
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[God, he can't imagine what the saniwa would feel if he had to break a sword himself. Then again, his master is a mysterious person--Yasusada doesn't truly understand him, even though he loves him.
Her concern makes him smile, though, and he reaches out, gently patting her head.]
I'm okay. It was a lot, but--it was like that all the time, when I first got this body. [Sometimes it still is, really. Yasusada's always felt things so strongly.] So I'm used to it.
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her eyes close briefly at the pat, peering back after. slightly reassured but.. her tail feathers swish anxiously. ]
..It was? [ she did know, from Buzen, that a lot of it was new.. having bodies like this. maybe that's why she was able to attach to them so easily. a sense of understanding. ] It's.. really familiar to me, to feel it again.
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It still is sometimes. [There are some situations that will simply always be painful.] But it's been a few years for me. I think I'm getting used to it.
[To managing the weight, the burden of a heart and everything it carries within--or, at the very least, to start on the right path.]
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It's probably because, you're very strong, Yasu-chan. Everything that's happened.. it's a lot, but you're still able to keep moving forward, too.
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I think you are, too.
[The bubble still hasn't freed them, though. So it's with slight hesitation that he reaches out to add his color, too--but fortunately, the memory she gets isn't unpleasant.]
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but, Meteion looks on curiously, glancing over to Yasusada with just. questions on her face. ]
What was that..?
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That's when we had a summoning celebration for Matsui Gou! [The opposite of her memory, essentially.]
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It's very, very lively! Matsui... Gou. What are they like?
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[yams has no idea why he just joined in for fun.]
I'm not really sure yet--I didn't get to spend much time with him before we were brought here.