Familiars are, like creations, normally they are.. beings created, with aether. But, I was created, differently. I'm an entelechy, so I was made from.. emotion-driven energy. I'm capable of feeling.. the emotions of others, sharing their feelings.. hearing their thoughts.
anyways, interrupting this program with BUBBLE SLAM. ]
Oh-! [ she's already off balance, her hand unable to stop from touching said bubble that glows blue in response
and so, a memory begins. ]
When you come upon the scene with the rest of them, you can already feel it.
Hermes is your creator, after all. The turmoil, the pain, the ache of suffering you feel as your own.
Every time they must undo a creation.. it hurts him so. It hurts you, too. For him to feel so much. How alone he feels on this star. Being his familiar, his creation, you've always felt those emotions from him.
As his voice raises, you can feel that anger holding a vice grip around you. It's sharp, sharper than any weapon as it pierces into you, staggering your breath almost to suffocation. His emotions, his feelings, his thoughts overwhelm you and you rush forward.
[BUBBLE SLAM... even if he sees it in time, there's not much he can do to prevent it, and then they're being pulled into her memory anyway, so it doesn't matter much.
He blinks a few times, once it ends, reorienting himself.]
[ it's a lot-- simply because Meteion has been without her abilities, and being able to feel it again in the memory.. oof. but she's had it her whole life so, she easily adjusts to it. even if she has to shake her head a little to shake the sensation of the memory off. ]
That was.. my memory. It's been happening.. all day.
[ but, she's a bit relieved it was a memory like this. at least compared.. to some other ones, she has. not that this is any less to take in. ]
That was... Hermes. He's the one that created me. Anytime, they have to undo a creation... he gets very upset. It hurts him. [ it hurts her, too. to feel that pain through him. ] He doesn't like... death.
[ ah, right. ] It must've been.. a lot to feel those emotions, through me. Are you okay..?
[God, he can't imagine what the saniwa would feel if he had to break a sword himself. Then again, his master is a mysterious person--Yasusada doesn't truly understand him, even though he loves him.
Her concern makes him smile, though, and he reaches out, gently patting her head.]
I'm okay. It was a lot, but--it was like that all the time, when I first got this body. [Sometimes it still is, really. Yasusada's always felt things so strongly.] So I'm used to it.
[ with that memory, Meteion sure felt everything Hermes did... putting down a creation. that crushing pain, ache of loss, to put a life created to death... it is painful every time.
her eyes close briefly at the pat, peering back after. slightly reassured but.. her tail feathers swish anxiously. ]
..It was? [ she did know, from Buzen, that a lot of it was new.. having bodies like this. maybe that's why she was able to attach to them so easily. a sense of understanding. ] It's.. really familiar to me, to feel it again.
It still is sometimes. [There are some situations that will simply always be painful.] But it's been a few years for me. I think I'm getting used to it.
[To managing the weight, the burden of a heart and everything it carries within--or, at the very least, to start on the right path.]
[The bubble still hasn't freed them, though. So it's with slight hesitation that he reaches out to add his color, too--but fortunately, the memory she gets isn't unpleasant.]
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[ NOODLE NICK BECAUSE she's holding up this NEON HOT PINK BABY PIG UP AT HIM? this petting zoo is so interesting. ] Look! Isn't it cute?
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It is! Do you think they can use color magic too?
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I'm not sure... but if they can, they would be, familiars then. Like me.
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[He just accepted that she's vaguely tengu and never asked questions]
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Familiars are, like creations, normally they are.. beings created, with aether. But, I was created, differently. I'm an entelechy, so I was made from.. emotion-driven energy. I'm capable of feeling.. the emotions of others, sharing their feelings.. hearing their thoughts.
[ she's empath to the. max. ]
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[ maybe that's why she was so attached?
anyways, interrupting this program with BUBBLE SLAM. ]
Oh-! [ she's already off balance, her hand unable to stop from touching said bubble that glows blue in response
and so, a memory begins. ]
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He blinks a few times, once it ends, reorienting himself.]
Eh...? What happened?
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That was.. my memory. It's been happening.. all day.
[ but, she's a bit relieved it was a memory like this. at least compared.. to some other ones, she has. not that this is any less to take in. ]
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[The bubbles... that explains it. It's a little disorienting, but once he settles back into himself, he gives her a sympathetic look.]
That... what was happening, there?
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[ ah, right. ] It must've been.. a lot to feel those emotions, through me. Are you okay..?
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[God, he can't imagine what the saniwa would feel if he had to break a sword himself. Then again, his master is a mysterious person--Yasusada doesn't truly understand him, even though he loves him.
Her concern makes him smile, though, and he reaches out, gently patting her head.]
I'm okay. It was a lot, but--it was like that all the time, when I first got this body. [Sometimes it still is, really. Yasusada's always felt things so strongly.] So I'm used to it.
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her eyes close briefly at the pat, peering back after. slightly reassured but.. her tail feathers swish anxiously. ]
..It was? [ she did know, from Buzen, that a lot of it was new.. having bodies like this. maybe that's why she was able to attach to them so easily. a sense of understanding. ] It's.. really familiar to me, to feel it again.
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It still is sometimes. [There are some situations that will simply always be painful.] But it's been a few years for me. I think I'm getting used to it.
[To managing the weight, the burden of a heart and everything it carries within--or, at the very least, to start on the right path.]
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It's probably because, you're very strong, Yasu-chan. Everything that's happened.. it's a lot, but you're still able to keep moving forward, too.
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I think you are, too.
[The bubble still hasn't freed them, though. So it's with slight hesitation that he reaches out to add his color, too--but fortunately, the memory she gets isn't unpleasant.]
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but, Meteion looks on curiously, glancing over to Yasusada with just. questions on her face. ]
What was that..?
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That's when we had a summoning celebration for Matsui Gou! [The opposite of her memory, essentially.]
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It's very, very lively! Matsui... Gou. What are they like?
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[yams has no idea why he just joined in for fun.]
I'm not really sure yet--I didn't get to spend much time with him before we were brought here.